IC: tiny truth post ftw

[maleborgia]

*All things aside, Cesare still uses the library frequently. He might not spend as much time in it, but he's been coming and going a lot and so happens to be inside it when a little bubble of annoyance thank you, Camp encircles it...*

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[maleborgia]

*still studying him closely, but he seems satisfied*

What are you asking me to tell you?

[sharpasafawkes]

Just what I said, what happened from your view.

[maleborgia]

I unintentionally brought about your death and delayed your recovery. Or do you mean after that?

[sharpasafawkes]

What? No I meant all the hiding what you'd been doing and the fight...

But what do you mean by that?

[maleborgia]

What hiding?

[sharpasafawkes]

How you said you would stop manipulating people, but then just kept it from me. At least, that's what it looks like to me. This is one of the times where I'd very much like to be wrong.

[maleborgia]

Do you not trust me? Do you require me to say everything under oath or worse? We have already discussed this. I was not lying then, although you seem to need me to remind you of that.

[sharpasafawkes]

I'm not going to say I'm blameless in this, but neither are you. You know how these sort of things are horrible, and yeah something had a hold of me that day, but I meant what I said. You never explained how you weren't hiding it and let's be honest, when it looks like you've been going behind my back it's rather hard to trust you completely. Trust isn't something that just comes back on it's own, Cesare, you've got to earn it or prove that I shouldn't have mistrusted you in the first place.

[maleborgia]

You are right, it does not come back so easily.

I am here, speaking candidly in the open with you, because as wrong as you are about many things, there is at least one I agree with you on. I recognize that I have lost your trust and for that I truly am sorry. For most subjects you were a fine teacher and you have been very patient with me. You are a good person, Shaun, and I have put you through much. Perhaps I even took advantage of you, although not in the way you are afraid of.

As for your concerns, I do not feel that I have done anything wrong, save for allow the situation to grow out of hand. I have made an effort to listen to you and to take your concerns to heart.

[sharpasafawkes]

Then please, explain Spain and the Russia- the librarian.

[maleborgia]

He killed me, painfully, and I was angry. It was a series of chance events falling together.

[sharpasafawkes]

But you don't think using Spain to kill him is wrong, when you're telling us not to do it?

[maleborgia]

I told you not to because the debt had been paid. I told Altaïr not to because I was worried it would simply incite him to press further.

[sharpasafawkes]

It still upsets me you know. Even if the debt's been paid it was done rather underhandedly. The fact that you don't think it's underhanded is what worries me.

But before that, what did you mean by Altair? you also brought up that he'd asked you a question.

[maleborgia]

*shakes his head* Those are for Altaïr to answer. He made that much clear. *well, that was a little more than he meant to say, but moving on.*

Tell me. How is it any different from what you wanted to do? I was hurt, both you and Spain found out on your own, without my telling you. You both learned who did it and came to the same conclusion about how to handle it.

[sharpasafawkes]

You're confusing me here mate, I've got no idea what Altair said or did.

Because in one you let it slip so he'd take action, and you acted like you didn't know what he'd do. I told you before, if you need to use someone's talents, just be honest with them.

[maleborgia]

I know he would have done it anyway.

[sharpasafawkes]

Then why the subterfuge?

[maleborgia]

I did not want my name attached to it.

I thought it would have been more of a deterrent this way as well.

[sharpasafawkes]

Cesare, everyone knows you've got your ties to him. If Spain came in and had a go at us we'd wonder why you decided to go on the attack, even if we were on perfect terms.

So why didn't you want you r name on it? you thought he'd retaliate?

[maleborgia]

Of course.

[sharpasafawkes]

[god there all the feelings in this look]

[maleborgia]

[sharpasafawkes]

This is what I hate, there's no remorse. You say you've taken it all to heart, but what have you changed about it?

[maleborgia]

I never said there was no remorse.