But my soul is not covered by the word of the pope of Rome. I have been responsible for the loss of armies, but my acts, done to protect my family's honor will blacken my name in the heavenly books. I have tried to send a man to hell as a suicide for breeding with my sister like a common pig. I have tortured the Sforza bitch's worthless son to win a war. I have helped bribe members of our holy mother church to win father's position as the voice of god. I have murdered a prince who called me his brother twice over, and as for the sins of the flesh... Oh that is a list bordering on endless. There is no penance that would clear my name, but unlike my sulking brother I choose to accept it.