I'm not going to say I'm blameless in this, but neither are you. You know how these sort of things are horrible, and yeah something had a hold of me that day, but I meant what I said. You never explained how you weren't hiding it and let's be honest, when it looks like you've been going behind my back it's rather hard to trust you completely. Trust isn't something that just comes back on it's own, Cesare, you've got to earn it or prove that I shouldn't have mistrusted you in the first place.